bout the relationship

So I was thinkin' about relationships and about how it pertains to songs about relationships, And uh, I was trying to think, well it occurred to me that the key, I figured out the key to a relationship and how to make it work. Check it out, this is, this is, a tip from your uncle Ryan,hehehehe.. check it out. When you first meet somebody, you find out they like you, first of all, a friend of a friend of theirs say, he or she really really likes you, and it kills you, floors you, sends you to the ground, you've got to pick yourself up off the ground; then you get their phone number and you call them up, right, and you say "Yeah, that's a really great phone conversation, can I see you some time?" and then they say this, they say, "I'd like that." Nothing feels better than "I'd like that". So now, your blood pressures' goin, you're six feet off the ground, you can't sleep, because of "I'd like that". So then you hang out for a while, and you call and you talk on the phone all the time, and then you drop the bomb, what feels like the bomb, you say, "You know what, I've been thinkin about you a lot." And she goes, "Ahhhhhhh!" And you go "What happened?" and she goes, "I'm sorry, I just, I just, I just, that's, I've been thinking about you too." Bam. Higher into the sky. But now "I'd like that." Tch. Done. Now you're up to "I'm thinkin about you." Then however number of months pass, it makes you feel comfortable saying it, you say "I gotta tell you something." They go "What?", you go "I'm in love with you." And nothing in the world sounds better than "I'm in love with you." And then maybe she starts crying, or maybe he goes "*gasp*". And all the sudden you're like "I'm in." But now what doesn't work?; "I'd like that." and "I've been thinkin about you." Now we're at "I'm in love with you." Then maybe some day it'll move up to "I love you." Fast forward, now you're like "I love you a lot; I love you more than anything in life." Now "I love you." doesn't work. It's a threshold that keeps movin up. Fast forward, like six months, six weeks, whatever the case may be, now you're on like, "I want to marry you." "I want to impregnate you with my love." "I wanna, I wanna just send my love to you." "Damn it, words don't work anymore." And then you say this line, and you know, you know you've used this line before, "I just wish they'd put a new word in the dictionary bigger than love because love just doesn't describe what I feel." And so now he or she starts askin, "Do you love me?" and you start goin, "Of course I love you." "Well say it." And then it becomes "Say it twice." And it goes "Say it three times." And then, you cross a really interesting point, where all the sudden it becomes "I hate you, I hate you." And you go, "Oh my god she hates me." And now it's like "I hate you more than anything." And then it's like "We're over." And then they go "No we're not." And you go "Yes we are." Now the words completely do not work at all, you're left with nothing. You're throwing punches under water. You're done. You know what the moral of that story is, if there is one. Never, ever, ever, ever underestimate the power of "I'd like that."

Saat Ku Memilihmu

Ku mulai mengingat
Tentang cinta ini
Yang ku jaga selalu
Untukmu,,

Terkadang aku salah,,
Dan aku lalai,,
Mencintaimu,,
Dan membahagiakanmu

Saat ini aku tuntaskan,,
Perjalanan ini,,menemukanmu,,
Cinta sejati,,bersamamu
Meski tak selamanya kan sempurna,,

Kau yang membuat,,
Hidupku lebih berarti,,
Saat ku memilihmu,,

Say Goodbye

You came and change my life..
You took my darkness to be bright..
I believe..You make me realized..
That i must to survive..

I pretend that i was done..
But i'm criyin under this..

Say goodbye..For the last time..
Say goodbye to all the kisses..
Say goodbye..for the last time..
Say goodbye to all the memories..

You say,that i was wrong
You say i will never change..
But for you,that i love too..
i do anything for you

You didn't give me another chance..
Now i have to face the life without you...

Do you know i still need your face?
Do you know i still need your time?

Everything

I've been alone..
Since you were gone..
Was it good enough?
To replace you,baby..

You are everything to me,before..
Why you throwing me so bad,tonight?
You know i can't forget you,never..
So don't hurt me anymore,baby..

I am so tired..
Dreamin and waiting
Cause you seems to me,that you've erased me
From your love

I don't know how..To survive..
Without you...

Hi My Blog..Long Time no See..

Udh lama juga y gw ngga nulis apa2 di blog gw ini..Abisnya nothing special in my life beberapa hari belakangan ini,,msh sibuk untuk ngapus memori cinta gw yang udh kayak virus di otak gw yang susah bgt diilangin..Kadang gw pengen untuk keluar sekedar untuk ngerefreshing diri gw,,tp smua itu kayaknya ngga ada gunanya juga y..
Udh ah..Mao ngelupain malah curhat sih gw..Hehehehe....
Emang kayak nya gw udh harus TP lg kali y..Mungkin aj dengan punya pacar lagi bisa bikin gw better..Smangat Ryan!!!!!!

For Someone...

No matter how many times the season colors change,,this feelings will not wither ever,moving like a flower,,Thinking of you,,These words i tell are of a soothing melody,,The only Think i'll ever want is you by my side,,Then i shall not ever lose your smilling eyes,,That on a night to occur,which we cannot see any of those stars,,I will hold you like the rain of sunbeams streaming through the leaves,,That's my promise to you,it will always be there,,If it's a dream,let it be a dream,i don't mind,,I will face a brilliant love tomorrow,,Because i believe,love to you is alive in me,,Everyday,,For love you are a side of me,,Everyday,,You gently relieve me from even the sad memories that remained,,blown away by the gentle wind,,as if it was a game i'd played before,,It flies away like you,shining and radiant,take me far...

Start The Day

Setelah bangun pagi ini,gw masih ngga bisa ngelupain hal yang sebenernya cuma bakal nyiksa diri gw sendiri kalo gw inget,gmn y?Gw bioleh punya Niat buat ngelupain itu semua..Tp takdir kayak nya berkata laen..Setiap pagi gw selalu bangun dengan memori yang cm bakal nyakitin gw..Please help me God..I really want to start my new life without a memory bout her..That's only make me feel hurt..Anyway,gw tetep harus jalanin hari2 gw..Mungkin ini semua adalah tantangan buat gw..Keep on Rock'n,Ryan..You can passed it..